POV: an animal communicator's grief

I’m not immune to grief over the loss of my beloved cats on the rainbow bridge. And sometimes, I would allow myself to cry because I miss them so much.

I’ve been missing Markus and in some of the places where I would find him before, still bears some of his energy, it tugs my heartstrings.

He senses my longing for him the other day and I suddenly feel his presence about a foot away from where I was (I was making salted egg with a tomato to have something to eat close to bedtime). Here's a snippet of our conversation that I'd like to share with you.

Markus: Is that for me mama?

Me: hah! No, you can’t eat this. Not that you need to eat anyway.

Markus: No, I don’t. You’ve been thinking a lot about me recently. Why are you sad mama?

Me: I just really miss you being around the house. Sleeping on my pillow, quarreling with Tomie, and your good old happy days.

Markus: but I’m still here. There’s no need to be sad.

Me: I know, but it’s not like I can touch you.

Markus: but I can!

Me: yeah, I know. It’s unfair.

Markus: but we can talk. At least we can talk.

Me: that’s right. But that won’t stop me from missing you. He senses my down mood and tries to change it

Markus: What’s your most favorite thing about me mama?

Me: I pause to think I love that you’re so innocent, and always have a positive mindset about everything. You’re grateful about everything. It’s almost amazing considering how much you’ve been through.

Markus: That’s what I want you to focus on when you think about me.

Me: Feeling grateful for his wisdom, I asked him: what about you, what did you like about me?

Markus: you are relentless. When your heart wants something, your mind follows and vice versa.

Me: crying at this point, not knowing if I’m sad or actually happy

Markus: and what you said was real!

Me: what’s real?

Markus: your “I love yous”. They were all real.

Me: not wanting to cry some more, but admittedly have been crying more than I want to

Markus: and you know what’s the best part of my life being a stray? It’s in not knowing who you’ll meet that’s going to change your life

Me: I don’t know if I can live like that, but I’ll try. wanting to match his energy in order to not “lose” him, I asked so what does Nyey do around there all day?

(Nyey is my soul cat 🐈‍⬛, she transitioned in Dec 2019)

Markus: oh, ate Nyey talks to a lot of the cats all the time; and spends time with them until they’re ok.

Nyey, she’s my partner on the other side, and herds the souls of cats who inadvertently die, or those who die from illnesses; and those that we ask her to come pick up. Right now, she’s acting as a counselor for those animals who are confused or not ready to pass.

With this, he pulls away his energy and leaves me feeling I’m a bit refreshed. I’m reminded that transitioning is not the end.  Earlier today, he came to check up on me; he would stick his nose and whiskers at the back of my legs when I’m making food. I would catch glimpses of him where I would think it was Tomie (they have similar color and markings) who passed by.

Sometimes the CCTV camera in the cats' litterboxes room would record movement but there’s nothing there.

When our animals pass (or transition to the other side), they also come back to support us when we are troubled. Just think of them and hold a space in your heart for them, and they will always be there with you.

As an exercise, ask them to give you a sign that it’s them that’s near you, or ask them to visit your dream and do your favorite thing together 🥰

Grief doesn’t always mean the end. It’s a calling to continue the love between two souls currently living in different forms.

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