Bituin, my harbinger

Let me introduce to you, Bituin <bee-two-win> (her name translates to "star" in English).  Bituin was one of the outdoor cats we used to feed around the CCP Complex area.  They’re siblings of all white coats.  Bituin is the sole female of a litter of three.  Her brothers were Ulap (literally means, "cloud") and McCloud (also a cloud hehe).  McCloud was the chonkier brother, while Ulap was more slender.

The year just turned 2021.  I’m still in my grieving mode at this point--in and out of unconsolable weeping over the loss of my soul cat, Nyey, in December of 2019.  This was also a high time of the Covid pandemic; and since we can’t take car rides together, we were cruising the metro on our bikes.

It was New Year’s Day. January 1, 2021.  We were cycling from Mandaluyong to Malabon to deliver holiday gifts.  I’m not a skillful cyclist, but I’m quite brave enough to explore and push myself to the limits.  But today was different.

December 30, 2020--I had a dream.  Precognition is one of my stronger gifts.  I have been a precog long before I knew what it was.  I dreamt about a scary shaky elevator experience.  It was a confusing experience of being in an elevator during an earthquake.  The car was malfunctioning and I could see the floor display moving rapidly up and down.  Instead of being afraid though, I stood my ground.  The floor stopped at 4th and opened up to a clean posh hotel.

14:44, Bituin wouldn’t let me leave.  At this time, I wasn’t exactly clearly communicating with animals, but it did feel quite obvious to me that she didn’t want me to leave.  I repeatedly asked her to move, but she was reluctant to.  Thirty minutes later, I had an accident.  

Today, she’s on the other side--the rainbow bridge.  She said, she found a home with a rescuer who found her.  She was able to give birth to a final set of litter, but passed away shortly after.  I told her, I should’ve listened to her at that time.  Her words touched me:

“Oh, but you heard me.  I don’t see that much into the future, but I saw it in your aura.  You were afraid.  There was something in your energy field waiting to happen, and you felt it, but you didn’t listen.   I was only trying to help you.”

Believe it or not, we have this “knowing” with our animals.  They have their own ways of best communicating with us, in the manner that we are most receptive to.  The moral? Pay close attention to your animals. They can read energies and can warn you of upcoming harm, negativity, and even illness.